penicillin V-K consistently works effectively against the chronic staph infections i get from time to time... so it's not resistant to all antibiotics, just some antibiotics, like amoxicillin, which causes me to break out with black fungus (amoxicillin is dangerous stuff, please be careful if you take it). so i avoid amoxicillin because it only makes my infections worse. much worse. anyway, if the staph infections i get are treatable using APO Pen VK then i suppose i don't actually have MRSA (multi-drug resistant staphylococcus aureus) so much as chronic recurring and wholly treatable staph infections. which makes sense, since we all have staph bacteria on our skin and in our nostrils and other moist, warm areas of the body, and other mucus membranes. so you can't really cure yourself or rid yourself completely of staphylococcus, because it's a symbiotic organism that coexists within the human body.
in fact, i believe my staph infections are what protect me from even more serious viruses and bacterial infections, like influenza, for example. staph is very robust bacteria. i'm not absolutely sure which viruses or bacteria it attacks successfully, i haven't done any major research or scientific experiments of my own. but i've done a bit of research and self-experimentation. enough to notice that i never get the flu and i rarely get colds, even when the people around me are coughing up lungs and puking their guts out from the flu. what i DO get, though, are staph infections. which basically feel like i have the flu. the flu is just another strain of microorganism. staph is bigger than influenza (bacteria are usually bigger than viruses) and, like i said, quite robust (very strong and virulent). so i think staph actually kills off viruses like influenza. in my personal but limited observation.
these recurring staph infections, and a particularly rough infection that caused meningitis a few years ago, are what started me on thinking about sentient microorganisms. the meningitis caused a minor psychotic break, and a massive 5-year ongoing epiphany afterward. i won't say "thanks to meningitis something clicked in my brain and everything, all those questions i couldn't answer about the universe, all started to make sense".. but it sometimes feels like that.
so it was this meningitis, this staphylococcus, being infected with some funky strong bacteria, that got me to thinking about sentient microorganisms. which led me to thinking about how it's possible that all life, everything alive and breathing, and maybe even the non-breathin' stuff, who knows? maybe it's ALL sentient. maybe it is all aware that it exists. maybe the entire universe is sentient. maybe all matter is sentient. and maybe, just maybe, it's possible to communicate with all manner of sentient matter. why not? it's possible. it makes logical sense. we just need to learn the language each different sentient organism speaks.
the staph living symbiotically within my body, my system, is trying to tell me something. it's telling me i need to have surgery and then adjust my bite, because it's all putting undue putting pressure on my brain, and on my central nervous system. i need to have it corrected or i'll continue to get staph infections, because my bacterial balance is off. the staph aren't happy. their ability to live within me symbiotically is difficult for them. it causes them stress and stress causes them to attack my immune system. it's not that the staph want to hurt me. they're just trying to tell me something's wrong with my body. and it all seems to revolve around my cleft palate and the damage to my mouth and throat and facial-cranial structure thereof. nothing else is wrong with me. i am in perfect health, otherwise. i eat well, i work out, i am young and lithe for my age, my brain is fully functioning, my heart and lungs and guts and limbs and etc are strong and virile. the staph is telling me i need to correct my facial structure, so my skull and facial bones aren't putting pressure on my sphenoid, other sinuses, or on my trigeminal nerve. end of story.
which isn't that big a deal, since most of it is covered by RAMQ, except anything even remotely related to my teeth. this is illegal on behalf of RAMQ but it's almost impossible to get RAMQ to cover oral health services, even though they are mandated to cover it. i would have to hire a lawyer and fight my own government to force them to cover health care costs that are legislated according to Canada's health care mandate. if my health costs are related to a congenital birth defect, they MUST be covered. but no doctor or dentist is willing to go to bat against RAMQ. and i can't afford a lawyer. so RAMQ gets away with not paying out for costs that should be covered by the Canadian health care mandate. and i have to suffer in pain, vomiting, bleeding, crying, and what the fuck do the sociopathic profiteers that monopolize our health care system, care? they DON'T care. unless i'm making them money. and keeping me chronically ill makes the more money than curing me.
pardon me for my language, but when you're in so much pain all the time and your own government doesn't care, even though they are legally supposed to.. yeah, it burns the ass. the government has made my ass burn so many times i could light a small village with butt-thane.
(that's methane, in case you didn't get it).
(though apparently our farts are mostly nitrogen).
(but i digress).
anyway, even if RAMQ covered the health care costs related to my congenital birth defect, they would still end up butchering my mouth, throat, skull, and face. because RAMQ only provides very basic health care services. if i want my surgeries and health care to be performed by skilled doctors, rather than letting them butcher me, i'm going to have to pay for it myself.
so i'm thinking, i may as well save up $50k and find the best damn surgeons and dentists and doctors i can afford, and have them perform the work instead. i could travel to a tropical country that has a labour force of skilled doctors, maybe in Asia or South America, and pay $50k and receive excellent care and surgery, and spend a month on the beach sipping lemonade and, i don't know, tea. and even with the month-long vacation in a tropical country with excellent health care services it would still cost at least 50% less than it does here in North America, if not vastly more.
and then one day, when i'm more powerful myself, i'm gonna save up a few million, not to be wealthy, but to create a massive class-action lawsuit, and i'm gonna turn the tables, and i'm gonna sue every last doctor and dentist and RAMQ official and lawyer and anyone even remotely related mistreating me and misdiagnosing me for the past 15 years. it may take 5 years or so for me to organize it. but i'm gonna sue them to kingdom come. and i'm going to win. because i know people. because i'm a fucking tyrant when i comes to personal justice, when i have done nothing wrong against these people in return for their mistreatment. and they are not only mistreating me, but thousands, no millions of Canadians across the country. and i'm sick of it. so i'm going to save up, and shell out for my own health care, so i receive the best damn care i can possibly find on this entire planet, and then i'm gonna go righteous on the Canadian Health Care System.
which will trickle down to every other system.
because do you know what kind of illnesses and diseases oppression causes?
pretty much all of them, give or take a few.
i would estimate that 95% of the population is suffering from health issues that are directly related to being oppressed. working too hard. eating the wrong food because that's what the government tells them to do. using the wrong technology and materials, even if they cause cancer, because that's what the government tells us to do. it all connects to our own personal health.
by attacking the Medical Industry, it attacks the very root of oppression.
instead of treating the symptoms of the illnesses and diseases that harm us, we need to start treating the root cause.
and the root cause is oppression.
create a holistic, healthy, ethical health care system to replace the medical industry and their medical care system, and you effectively cure oppression.
it is. that simple.
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